renkijutsushi

I realise that i haven't told people that i bought a new mobile phone already
bought it last friday
and i keep touching and playing with it
it goes out of batt very quickly if i keep using
Now i wonder what i'm going to do when i go taiwan
they uses a 2-pin power socket
and the pins got to be flat ones
AND it's 110V unlike S'pore's
so i can't play or use the camera as much as i want then...

packing my table is a terrible experience
have been packing for 2 days
don't know what to throw, what to give, what to keep
any advice?

was watching some super junior shows like "Full House", "Hey hey hey"
Hee Chul's so damn funny
He's so good at imitating people, esp Wonder Girls
kept me entertained =)

KH's flying to taiwan today
maybe the world's really so small that we meet each other there
that'll be amazing!

Dad's urging me to go find a job
i hate being one of those people squeezing in the packed MRT and bus
during peak hours
disgusting, that's how i have always described it

N i realise that i have no idea what date and day today is...

Parents always like to scold/nag at us for not switching off the lights/heater etc
but the funny thing is,
they are the ones who always forget abt it

I'm playing Klondike/Solitaire on my ipod
and have been aiming to make the numerical value of "average per game" in the statistic as big as possible
now that i open my eyes big and see....
WHAT?!! is that A MINUS SIGN in front?
so i have been making my "average per game" more negative all this time?

was watching Magic knight rayearth, a very very very very old anime, juz now
i used to rush home from primary school to watch it on kids central
but there's this particular episode that i missed (3rd last episode, i guess...)
and i keep wondering what happened to Lantis (my fav character last time) in that episode
so now i know it, hahas!

and i'm actually so free that i went to record down all the contacts in my hp
back to the "primitive" method

made avatars again
re-explore masking and making brushes from images
one of those that i made these 2 days:
brush used is Latex_Grungemasks and again, i'm so sorry i forgot who i took it from
but i'm sure it's someone in 100x100_brushes

oh, i ought to check out the new book by Douglas Coupland, my favourite author

Maybe i ought to give a review on A lvl though it's not totally finished yet
most of the time i came out of the examination hall totally dazed
so i forgot most of the questions and my answers
(even though we have the question paper with us)
but i cannot forget the terrible feeling after some papers
i remember choking when i drink water before the physics paper,
choked so terribly that people around stare at me *especially Bernard, i think he thinks i'm gng to die*
so from then on i don't dare to drink water in the examination hall, hahas

went to play badminton with s18 girls the day before

Finem respice

ARGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What's with my itunes n ipod!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or rather it's my fault for pressing a little too fast!
Damn! my entire ipod music's erased!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
no songs
no podcasts
no photos
GREAT

ought to keep my cool~

AHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~
to think i was laughing at my brother that barrichello changed his gearbox
n hav to drop 5 places down.....
then button stopped at Q2....tgt with Kimi....
then barichello's accident prevented vettel from doing another flying lap...n his S1 time was fast.....
so i wonder who's going to lay the claim on the packet of potato chips >.<

Hahas, spotted Vettel laughing when he says
"the car was very good already, since yesterday and this morning(smile)...."
It's night, not morning!!!
lol, their body clock's running on European time.

so...gonna wait for the fuel loads to come out...

seriously, button's championship lead is in danger...
unless tml all those car in front of him crashes out
or barrichello crashes out.
but that's so evil. lol.

*was looking for "devastated" for the mood icon, well, "pissed off" suits well too.*

i don't know if i'm envious or what
bro gets to go watch F1 at marina bay
pit straight suite somemore...
and i'm at home in front of the tv and com
well, all the same lah huh...
(somehow i detect the element of consoling myself in the previous sentence)

played badminton with cat, qm n kh
not bad, body not really sore
n seriously, the nearer the venue is to my house,
the more likely i'll be late
(but this does not mean ppl shld always meet me far far away. no way...)

which shoes to buy?
which bag to get?
haix...

my desk is in a total mess
i filed my worksheets before exam
then i took out some during exam
and now it's all over the place
(really feel like taking a photo of my desk n post it to show ppl who don't believe my ability to be messy)
time to clean up again.
damn it, that means i'll see the prelim papers

yawn....what games to play?

was editing my testimonial just now coz it overlapped with the SGC contents
as usual, it's a struggle
(i know i'm going to die when i write resume in the future)

obviously, i'm posting for the sake of posting
i think i'll ditch blogging soon
or maybe i'll only blog when i'm angry,
and i shall swear if i'm damn angry
(maybe my so-called swearing isn't considered swearing at all)

hope i can earn myself $1.15 (price of a packet of Jack-n-Jill potatochips BBQ flavour)
coz i bet wif my brother that either Vettel or Button will get the pole position.
and he placed his bet on Webber or Barrichello
so in the end it's a red bull vs brawn race.

can i say that this year's grand prix (it's a french pronunciation! read as grahn pree)
feels a little lousier than last yr's?
slower track
time taken to remove cars and the way they remove cars somehow look a little lousy

off i go n i shall prepare to cash in $1.15 tonight
or to put my BIG name on the packet of potato chips n claim that they are mine!
(though it's not my favourite flavour of potato chips)

damn pissed by itunes.
upgraded itunes to version 9.0
and realised that my old library playlist is GONE
the latest i can find is 2009-06-08...which is like 3 months ago!!!
after a lot of shifting of files (i don't even know what the hell i was doing...just ANYHOW)
i finally got the 2009-06-08 playlist up.
lots of podcast gone.
and i have to RECALL what songs i added in these 3 months and add it back in AGAIN
A waste of time...in what way is this an upgrade?

I can't go back to study when this happens.
GREAT.

When you don't have an idea of what you want
and both sides are making you think what they want you to think,
When you don't feel like it
but you think you should,
When you think they are thinking bad of you
and you don't want them to,
It's just so suffocating.

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Ignorance is your new best friend~
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.
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Notice how people's conversation usually goes,
if someone starts saying she is fat and needs dieting watsoever,
the other will ALWAYS say "if like that is fat, then i can just go die"
then the someone will say "u okay what, not like me....."
and the comparison goes on....

if someone complains about work,
the other will ALWAYS say "you want to compare with me? I only (blah blah blah)"
and the comparison of who is in a worse situation goes on....

will we ever learn to appreciate or to understand that different people have different expectations?

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Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
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enough of those.

so brother came back from Japan,
bought me n my sis earrings and a Hard rock cafe shirt(to be shared)
lots of food
and an interesting disney toy =)

F1 season starts again...

just had the last PE lesson in my life today,
and muz record that we played netball
and i scored one ball(which is hard to come by...)

Have been crapping with junior CH, WN and PL
and seriously, it's something that not all people have seen before

Final destination 4 is out!
reminded of ML's and Alvin's recommendation last time, hahas
but there're many movies which i want to watch leh
don't think there's time for any though

so be it.

Got a little bored typing out all the definitions for physics terms.
To think that i intended to write them out initially....

Yesterday's F1 qualifying is just so eventful
Massa in the hospital
Alonso going around asking the drivers who got the pole position
u see him gesturing the number 1 and shrugs his shoulder everytime he asks
lol
somehow, alonso always gains when massa's in trouble, rmb the s'pore race last yr?

What can i do to for gp and econs within 1 month?

Enjoying myself in my brother's room
with BIG table and BIG computer screen
small bed though
but somehow i'm so unlucky to be the one on the chair when one of the wheels drop out
obviously he's asking for compensation...

Suprised that the other side showed up
but i take pride to be a good listener and not talk to others about it

I should have learned from primary school past experiences
that watever we do to others,
the same can happen to yourself

Ever bought something for its flaw?
looking at the necklace lying on my table,
i'm reminded that i bought it because it's flawed
the glass pendant isn't totally covered with glass at the corner
juz find that it's special
and sometimes people do such weird things

I'm not interested in knowing that

Sometimes, i hate having people sharing similar names with me
and worst when the person don't know how to pronounce properly to differentiate the names
Secondary sch cca we have small "changehui~" and big "changehui~"(yea, me)
now gp clinic?!!
dx will know wat i'm talking about, he keeps laughing on friday

was discussing about future career with my mum n dad last time
we were saying that if i became an engineer,
we'll be a family of engineers (at least the 3 siblings are)
and we'll blame dad for including the word cheng(and it's the exact cheng for gong cheng shi) in our names

back to typing out the physics definitions and terms...

It's one-third coz only 4 out of 12 girls can make it
but we went on with the movie marathon at Mel's house though

so we started with going to Yew Tee subway to buy our lunch
didn't really discuss on what to eat coz we kinda know with Gina there,
our lunch's gonna be subway. lol, still yummy though

Mel has got so many dvds >.<
started off with monster vs aliens(Jerry's fav), pretty funny.
didn't expect it to be so good
then off to twilight
It's Gina's first time taking the disc out to play.
after which we watch Harry Potter and the order of pheonix.
We kept comparing the Robert Pattinson as Cedric Diggory and Edward Cullen
Of course, he looks better as a vampire >.<

While watching, we were playing Bridge and Daidee
As usual, I didn't know who's my partner or that we won the game.
Sometimes they all got confused and don't know what's going on
coz I'm like their partner and then i'm behaving like i'm not.
Hahas, at least Gina n I kinda owned the second last game and we end up laughing nonstop:D

Met my bro on my way home
when we reached the door, we got kinda childish
refusing to take out our keys and waited for each other to do so
we stood there for a while behaving like mad people in front of the closed door
so as usual, i can't stand it and took out mine to open the door.
should have waited for a while longer coz my sis soon follow up after us, then we'll hav her open the door >.<

Enjoyable day=)

Went out with JY yesterday to shop
Bought a new water bottle!
while JY bought a pair of earring.
talked non-stop >.< It was enjoyable too=)

Love this post-CT holiday

I bet everybody would blog about the end of common test.
Me too.
Can only say that's it. I'm a goner...
and i'm happy that i can continue my 12-hour sleep routine and play like nobody's business=)

June holiday? Not really interesting. Only went out a few times with friends.

Finally found the book "The winner stands alone" by Paulo Coelho in the library

Brother tried to poison me by adding spaghetti sauce that had gone bad to the spaghetti lunch.

Saw Jiang Li lao shi in NJ

Childish cheers...HDB flats as background...lousy commentators...
Lousy cameraman who keep shaking and was unaware of obscene stuffs that he accidentally took.
You know what a flop it is...

View the patapon wallpaper i created!
You can make your own too! Go to patapon 2 official website and play for a while, you can unlock the backgrounds and characters and create your own wallpaper! That is if you are interested lah, hahas.

yea, i should lock up my com
and keep it out of sight
so i won't switch it on
even when I don't know what i want to do with it

maybe someone should invent a chip that can be put in your mind
and it records what you are thinking in the blog automatically
it may be especially useful for people like me with short term memory
and frequent random thoughts popping out from nowhere
but ouch, the surgery will hurt
maybe invent a gene that can do it instead?
arh, then a lot of people will then know what they shouldn't know
maybe make it record only when i say this in my mind:"Blog it!"

gaga-ish recently

i also want to invent something that can add as a plaster for ulcers
i always have loads of it when i eat tidbits

Went to school too early recently,
thought there'll be jams
but there's once i'm kinda late
coz there's a jam unexpectedly

i waited for 3 bus service 67 today when i'm returning home
i gave the 1st one a miss because it's pretty full and i thought the next one will come SOON
then the 2nd came a bit later than what i've expected and it just drove pass without stopping
then finally the 3rd one came after what seems like ages...
and it's full again! so i squeezed in
it's like hell, like oven
i saw a meter in the bus which says 29.9 degree celsius
and the air-con is switched on, and it's high mode.
well, i can't feel a wee bit of wind at all

Facebook is addictive....soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo addictive
i mean the games.
first it was bejeweled (i'm so happy that i topped the chart last week>.<)
then it was restaurant city (i kinda abandoned it coz there's always problem with the connection)
and now guitar geek....
i think i set up the account in facebook to play....seriously

The lunch with Gina and Mel was fun. Hahas

The rehearsal was a flop.(i don't care. i want to voice it out)

The trip to school with the junior ch was......
we were folding FLOWERS out of wires the entire journey!
well, at least i don't need to think of how to rebutt her crap>.<
BUT it's embarrassing when i was trying to save a seat for her coz i board the bus earlier than her
and there's like 2 people trying to sit beside me and i was like
"Errrr.....(thinking inside: how huh....should i just stand up and give both seats away?)...."
and i think they got pissed by my slowness and just walked away to sit elsewhere

FY, ML, Junior Alvin make me want to watch "the final destination"

it's all trivial matters

It rained a few days this week
the traffic is REALLY slow coz of that
my bus practically crawled inches by inches
and I'm freezing inside with the aircon blowing on me(it's not adjustable)
When i took my temperature in school,
it's like 34.3°C?

According to Wikipedia, body temperature of 34.3°C is like stage 2 of hypothermia:
Shivering becomes more violent. Muscle mis-coordination becomes apparent. Movements are slow and labored, accompanied by a stumbling pace and mild confusion, although the victim may appear alert. Surface blood vessels contract further as the body focuses its remaining resources on keeping the vital organs warm. The victim becomes pale. Lips, ears, fingers and toes may become blue.
I'm pretty sure that didn't happen to me!
And my thermometer isn't spoilt as well.
Amazed.

Saw coach Dahari and coach Danny during competition
Danny is like "U suddenly joined badminton arh"
"ya, SUDDENLY."
I still remember his expression when he heard that I joined harmonica last time
His hands over his head, like this:

of course, without the books and stuffs around
but I didn't regret joining harmoc
at least I can blow barber and postcard>.<

The trip home with Mel and Bernard after math test is so fun

Mother's Day celebration!
Me and my sis bought a necklace from SK jewelry for my mum
I digged out all my money from my angbao lor
now that I spent so much for mother's day...
I wonder if I have enough for father's day
what to buy for him anyway?

Of course, my mum is soooooooo happy >.<

Walked home from Bukit Gombak after collecting blazer.
Walked home from lot one after buying the necklace.
great workout!

Kimi got a lighter car
but he's starting from the 16th position
bleh

Holiday!!!
Woot!

Hahas, I like the mood icon.

u kidding?
coz i dun feel like I went for one
to think my brother still joke with me in his message
"This shows that the judges dun anyhow give gold de. especially coz now crisis mah"
My response is like "then y not give all participation, then give paper can le"
well, anyway, no matter what, there'll only be a piece of cert given to the school i guess
so don't listen to our rubbish

so the thing is we got silver for harmonica syf
so did the rest of the schools (4 other jcs and 3 sec schs)
so it's like a what's the point of SYF then
but then if really clam down and think...maybe our standards are really that close?
I don't know...but I'm angry...We did play well and it's probably better than others.
Now I know how Angklung feels
but maybe not as bad

Teachers treated us Macs
It's kinda cool tt we went to KAP straight after knowing the results
Oh, we did the NJ yaaaaaaaaaa...........cheer in RP too
led by Wslee

I realised I didn't even feel nervous before the preformance

I still have the feeling that I'm wearing the stockings, though i've long removed it

I realised I'm angrier at home than when I'm with the band

I realised that i'm crying while reading the seniors' comment on the harmoc blog while playing "The heart asks pleasure first" by Michael Nyman
even worst when i saw the counter for SYF stops at 00days 00hours 00min

Saw YiXiang! Didn't know she's in AJ's harmoc
lol, feel like suddenly got a lot of ppl go join harmoc like that
was chatting with JonLoke online juz now
and complaining as well

Just now 2nd chro went to Cineleisure
only to realise that Cathay don't have X-men the origin
then we walk to Plaza Sing
only to realise that it's the eve of public holiday, it costs $10 to watch Hugh Jackman
So we find a place to sit n talk after a VERY long walk around the mall
after that we go shop, and hide Fangyi's wallet=)
yea...mischievous me shld feel guity for playing such a trick...
I wouldn't want it to happen on me >.<
and then we go home and squeeze with people in the train
and laughed at Jeremy's "Solid cannot be compressed" comment

so....let me backtrack to what happen this week before the SYF
Wed after Econs, during break that time
Mr Ward come ask me how's hockey/floorball match...
Melissa say me expression's funny
well, I don't know what expression i gave

violent sotong broke her promise during GP lesson
She tickled me!
(hahas, tell me if u saw this, sotong!)

lots of uclers? Don't ask me how i got it.
My lips were also super dry yesterday.
thus causing resistance to open my mouth and talk
have problems chewing as well
But somehow, I can still blow my harmoc.
Just hope they all heal by thurs, for syf.

Can you not lecture me like that?
Can you not speak in that kind of tone?
What's your problem?

Hahas, another weird encounter with WN
we were on the bus then some guys alight at a bus stop
Then a guy went to the window at our side,looking in our direction and started "talking"(we can't hear him lah, but his mouth is moving)and he keep pointing to somewhere
Then i turned to see who he's talking to
apparently nobody is looking at him
only when i realised that WN is purposely looking away, then i knew something is wrong
well......

Did something stupid just now
I wore a pair of running shoes and brought a pair of badminton shoes and slippers
for the friendly match just now
When it ended, i changed out from my badminton shoes and intend to wear my slippers
only to find that my shoe bag cannot squeeze in 2 pairs of shoes(running and badminton)
real stupid.

It's comforting to know that we did win some

that last match made me feel disgusted
disgusted with the fact that i'm not moving at all
disgusted with the fact that i don't even know where to move
while my injured partner run around covering the court like hell

I don't feel comfortable pairing with somebody else
I'm not comfortable with them
I don't feel at home

i'm walking home really slowly just now
we were tired or rather more like lazy such that we took the bus though it's only one stop

oh ya, saw WY and Jasmine
saw coach Dicky and Nunung(don't know how to spell and how to pronounce his name). my bad.
Hahas, he still remembers us, great!
He always says "sorry! purposely!" and
likes to eat candies and put the wrappers in his students' bags.

went to NTUC to buy some candy
wanted somthing chewy(though uclers are making things difficult)
so i bought Fruitips though i was shocked that it's pretty costly
messaged my mum to ask if i should buy ice-cream
but end up queuing to pay for my candy without waiting for her to reply
coz my legs just can't stand it

came back to eat the little bit of raspberry ice-cream that's left in the fridge
and surprising found out that the rats who had eaten almost half of the tub of ice-cream is my sis n company

What flavour ice-cream should i buy next time?

was watching F1 again last weekend

Yesterday my house is invaded by lots of those small flies which are usually attracted by lights when it's going to rain
damn disgusting......
i used the vacuum cleaner to suck them all up
yea...vacuum cleaner....you didn't hear/see me wrongly
i wonder how many people out there do the same thing as i did
well, my family works like this:
we'll try to hit the flies if possible and throw it away
otherwise, we'll use the vacuum cleaner to suck them all up

Somehow there's still some of the flies crawling around(coz their wings dropped)even after all the sucking and after we closed all doors and windows
THEY ARE DAMN DISGUSTING

I didn't sleep in peace

and I woke up this morning to find a bee in the kitchen

forgot to bring my phone to school today
i feel weird without it
to think that i actually lived without it in secondary school....
and now i admit that we've or I've developed reliance on technology
but not sure if it's an over-reliance or not

I should be researching on the definition of some terms for GP lesson tomorrow
end up i played Bejeweled on facebook the first thing i switched on the com
and I keep restarting the game trying to break my own highscore
and thinking that I might just be lucky the next time

I realised that my reaction is super big whenever i saw Honeystars
best cereal in the universe
or whatever its slogan is
I just can't seem to remember

Tuesday. a day of denial...

Mr Low and JN totally ignored my workings on the board
Then what's the point of asking me to go write it on the board?

"obviously not moving" pissed me off
Well, i guess it's obvious from the fact that I actually rebutted.
I'm trying and I'll continue trying

Sometimes I'm thinking
It's wrong to ask me "Why are you so quiet"
coz I did actually talk/ ask questions
But nobody replied me
Sometimes I repeat again
and I'm ignored again
so to prevent from looking stupid
I stop saying what I wanted to say
This is the case most of the time when I'm in a big group.

Wednesday. slacking day
was trying to read my gp article during the speeches
end up I only manage to read a quarter of the entire article

Went for CIP again
a test of patience
i teach ratio initially, only to realise that he don't understand fraction concept,
then when I teach him fraction, i realised he don't know how to draw model...
Furthermore, XX wasn't there so I have to help her take charge
She say topic 1, but the students say their teacher say do fraction and ratio....
a day of chaos
But I'm glad my student is starting to talk and play with me
Last time, he separated his table from mine when I sat down beside him
yea....how primarysch-ish
It made me remember how I used to threaten my tablemate that I'll go complain to the teacher if he keeps crossing the boundary and occupy half of my table

Have been wanting to say
Sometimes, it's not us impeding progress
it's the higher ups

reached home at 10 plus 11 like that
I was joking about having to go to school again 8h later when I just reached home

Friday. Heartbreaking day
coz of the soccer match

saw WY too
How nice to start the conversation suan-ing us,
asking us why are we not in the library mugging

Saturday. Long day
Woke up @ 05:30am like it's a weekday
Dad thought I forgot that it's weekend

SPA is as usual,
forget a bit here and there
unbalanced equations....

Broke my bejeweled high score again in facebook >.

Sometimes I wonder if it's right to just explain something dificult to explain
as "don't feel like it"
It somehow gives the other party a feeling that I'm not dealing with things maturely

the only thing we have to fear is fear itself
so it says

I find the previous previous week very disturbing (lol, haven't update for 2 weeks alr)
Every single thing irritates me

Msn wonderwall is a nice place

played badminton with Chrismin and YiJie last week
Can't believe he didn't have training!

Shoes checked, blouse checked, racket grip not yet, racket strings still don't know

I can't look up 2 weeks ago.
My neck nearly broke when I try.

PW is okay.
Thinking of those torturous nights that we spent doing our gpp...
well, good thing that it's the end

Outing with 2nd chro at suntec is fun
though my energy level dipped REALLY low pretty quickly
Ice cream is nice >.< Mango's the best!

Gonna prepare for next week!!!
and ppl prepare to see more zombies(in addition to angklung population) around in school!

2 weeks of events summarised.
really short because I've lost the anger that i had in the last last week
and I've forgotten whatever happened last week

I don't even remember that I had a good friday holiday

Why must Raikonnen always spin off when he's like only a few laps away to complete the race?
Brawn GP is really something.
Maybe it's a fortune in disguise that Honda quits.
Sebastien Vettel is the one to watch out for.
Hell! Kubica go squeeze Vettel and both retires from the race!
lol, Kubica's wheel is still rowing away...
Hell! Where did Hamilton come from? I thought he's behind? End up he's 4th?

The toilet is my source of inspiration!
It's like whenever i'm stuck in my work, (e.g. don't know what to write for GP essay, don't understand some concepts, or don't know how to solve a problem)
and I go to the toilet/bathroom,
I'll get ideas when I'm out.

I'm happy that my harmoc is fixed!

As the week passes, I get more and more tired
To measure the degree of tiredness (independent variable),
record the number of times I knock onto people/window in the bus while sleeping (dependent variable)
plot a graph of blah against blah
lol

Hahas, thursday is an interesting day
whereby I got stomachache at 3am in the morning in the middle of my sleep
and I kept going to the toilet.
At first I thought i would not be feeling well enough for school(coz i was suspecting it's a stomach flu, which i get pretty oftenly......)
but end up I felt perfectly fine like 1 hr before the time I'm supposed to leave my house
so I just sat there and keep thinking if I should go to school or not
end up I left my house late, and still be early for school
kept sms-ing xx and aza telling them "I'm not going", then "I'm going" then "don't know leh, how huh"

You have no idea how glad I am when you say that
though i didn't acknowledge that sentence of yours
but I'm happy =)

Ha! 3/20 for g-field, e-field test
Mrs Teai came up to my side and saw me cancelling an equation which i wrote (it's those anyhow cancel until it's damn messy that kind)
She asks "Cannot do arh?"
"Ya"~Even though i studied, i kinda erase them off before i even start the test.

Wow, can't believe I crap that much with Chu Hui on my way home today
I can rarely sustain a converstation based on crap
but today it's different!
Somemore I kinda win her in the stupid crappy debate!
Amazing.
Not all crap lah, but also have proper substantial stuffs >.<

finshed 5 stations NAPFA today
got to run well nxt week!!!

I can't find a day to train......

Earth Hour tml!!!
Wonder if Brother and I can last long enough without the lights and so on.

So apparently I haven't been blogging for quite long...
I shouldn't be blogging now though
There's still plenty of holiday homework that I have not completed
and I should be kinda researching on the topic "The harshest punishments are usually the most effective" right now
There's still 2 essays waiting for me to write
but I realised that the more i realise that I can't possibly finish my work,
the more I will slack.

Lucky today's not Napfa
but I wonder if I can recover in time from all those sit-ups and pull-ups that I did today

I'm gonna go find out about scary movie
I find the "Oh-shit, I-saw-the-wrong-leg" joke that Aza told me soooo funny

Oh ya, I watched "Saw" coz my brother rented the DVD
It's not as disgusting as "Saw 2" I guess...
and it's so confined to the bathroom, no running about
But I'm so freaked out by the fact that the jigsaw guy is actually with them all the while
So disgusted that I have to read "Breaking Dawn" to neutralise it before I go to sleep
Imagine If you are caught there, and you are required to saw/cut up yourself somewhere if you want to escape, will you do it?
How did that author thought of such things? *shivers*

And I'm upset that my harmoc is kinda spoilt
the screw came loose
and it become even more loose when i try to screw it back
now when i blow/suck the lowest octave,
it have got this kind of 漏风的感觉

The harmoc camp was alright
with regards to the night trail...
It's only the CO Miss Red(Gina called her that) that made things a little scary
Apparently Hui Ting and I are too engrossed with finding our names that we didn't look up
and so we missed the supposedly most scary stuff in the entire night trail.
Oh well, maybe it's good that it's not scary
I'm pretty timid de
>.< Hahas, though i keep asking ppl to hurry up and continue to walk

Ha! Let me complain that lt 5 is so infested with ants in the last few rows
the ants will crawl up our legs and the seats too
soooooooo irritating......
Even if there isn't any ants on me, I'll still feel that there's one on my legs
creepy insects......

Jocelyn asked me what H3 subjects did I take...
my reply "H3 sleeping". lol.
Seriously I'm happy that I didn't take H3.
can't even handle the work in H2, can't even get enough sleep...

So, "The harshest punishment is usually the most effective?"